So, one of my favorite friends and roomate Bethany is getting married in November.  I kept hearing my other roomate Jill talking about her bridesmaids dresses and so on and so forth, and I kept wishing sooo bad that she would ask me to be in her wedding, because I love her so much and I'd love for her wedding to be the first one I'm in.  I didn't expect her to ask me, but I was disappointed when she made sure to mention to me how hard it was to pick her bridesmaids out of all the wonderful friends she has :(

Last night we were visiting our friend Catie who flew down to Clearwater from NY and we were hanging out with Bethany's mom, Catie and Bethany's mom's friends at this hotel place that she invited us to hang out at and the whole time they were talking about the wedding and mostly bridesmaid dresses and I felt so so sad because of how badly I wanted to be in her wedding but I totally understood because really I've only known her for a little over a year.  Just being curious, I asked her how many people were in her bridal party and she turn to John Eric (her fiance) and asked him if he was going to ask Andrew to be in his wedding, John Eric said yes and Bethany goes "I've been meaning to talk to you about this... please don't be mad at me or think you are my "b-list" choice, but would you want to be in my wedding?  I was hoping John Eric would ask just one more guy to be in his grooms party becuase I really wanted you to be in it..." and etcetera.  I am SO happy!  It makes me feel so special because I've never had close girlfriends up until last year and I don't know this probably sounds lame, but it makes me feel like I'm a part of something.  I just feel so honored that Bethany would want me in her wedding, and I'm not mad at all that I was her last choice... I was acutally hoping something like that would happen :)

More happy news is that Bryan & I are buying annual passes to Universal!!!  I think we're going on Monday with his brother in law & siblings!  I'm so excited.  The only bad news at the moment is that my allergies are coming on and I feel like crap but oh well :)

i'm a senior in college, obsessed with weddings and disney- probably for the same reasons.  i have been dating my best friend for five years now and it is still nothing short of amazing. my life right now pretty much equals loving on my boyfriend, television, experimenting in my kitchen, fantasizing about exotic locations, the beach, orlando (fl), and spending as much time with my roommates before they up and get married on me.

( Don't you think that she'll find out )